Mood: Confused
Title Taken From the Song: Waste by Phish
I've come full circle
I've hated you immensely
Then I missed you so intensely, it was just hard to breathe
And now I'm pretending it doesn't matter
Whenever you say you miss me
or how the things we've done can be so addicting
I guess we've been doing this for so many years
Getting so close then disappearing, ignoring we exist
But, we keep coming back to each other
Yet we never asked why
I would forget why I hate you
and would just get soaked in my senses
of having you so near
Where do you fit in the scheme of things?
I have no use for you yet I keep you around
You can always leave, run away
You know I am not going to beg for you to stay
So leave me alone, for two confused people don't make sense
Unless...
...we just stay and stop pushing each other away
Let us get lost in this world of ours
and how we fit so well together
we can get addicted to each other
and relish the intensity
and just get lost and open up
stop lying to ourselves
and just be
let us just be.
Stop denying me
so I will stop denying you
Stop pretending
and I will stop ignoring you
Open up to me
and I will place all my bets on you
