Friday, December 31, 2010

Day 1: What kind of heart doesn't look back?

Mood: Reminiscing
Title Taken from the Song: Breathe Again by Sara Bareilles




Today is the first day of the year and my first resolution is to forget you. 
I don't care if it will take me the whole 365 days to slowly mend my heart. 
As long as I can be free again. 
As long as I can breathe again. 



I want you to know that I don't regret anything. 
To regret every moment with you would be a big lie
Because even now, memories of you never fail to make me smile
Why regret something that made you deliriously happy?


 Now I am filled with heartache
and I sometimes wish I had never met you
I would have gone through my normal ways..
..not knowing the kind of happiness I felt with you
But then I remember everything...
and all I know is..
..in the moments I was with you.. 
...I was the happiest I'd ever been...