Title Taken from the Song: Turning Tables by Adele
Mood: Angry
You keep using the same reason
That "it's better this way. less people hurt."
But you can't use that card anymore
You've been using the same reasoning every time you disappear
If that were your reason, then just shut up and just go away
Leave me be
This is the 7th time you've disappeared.
You've started using that reason 5 years ago.
And you've been using it every year things fall apart
The irony is i offered you genuine friendship
and you come near me with another intention
you tease me until i let my heart drop
then you disappear.
You'd use the same lines.
And I'd be silent, not sharing my thoughts. my pain. my anger
I never asked you to stay.
And I let you be.
It's not as if I am chasing after you. Not as if I am begging you.
Why do you keep coming back?
Every damn time?
What twisted mind do you have that you get a kick out of hurting me?
Are you happy to see me hurt?
You must be ecstatic.
Don't give me that sh*t.
If that were your reason, then go away
Shut up and leave me be
Not as if I couldn't survive
I would have been alright with just few scars to my name
I would have survived drifting through with just thoughts of you now and then
Why is it that this reasoning is not important anymore when you need something from me?
When you need companionship.
When you need someone to listen to you
When you need someone to be there for you
Why come to me?
Don't come to me and stick to your reasons.
I hate you, Mr. Stubble
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