Mood: Peaceful and Happy, somewhat
Title Taken from the Song: Nightingale by Norah Jones
Last week you said something terrible
A really slight remark that hits the mark
If your aim was to hurt me,
then I should hand you an MVP award
for being the most successful person to wrack my brains
and dismantle my heart with pain
Pretending I don't exist is good
I've been doing the same for the past months
But you didn't need to pretend to other people
and deny that you actually knew who I am
Are you happy now?
A friend got mad at me for still mooning over you
and I want you to know that I am okay now
I saw you the other day
and I didn't feel the need to confront you
In the back of my mind, I thought it was a waste of time
This is good... I'm slowly on the road to indifference
My hatred towards you is slowly becoming a disgust
and an observation of the things that make you a loser
a jerk
an ass
a douche-bag
all the things I've heard about you
from other people are summing up
and making me want to believe all the bad things they say about you
you're one big flirt
who doesn't know what he wants
who doesn't have the guts to apologize
who doesn't have the wisdom to see everything in one big picture
who always messes up his work because he spends more time flirting
i can't believe i ever defended you
I know that someday I might just look back at these words
and take it all back
and believe in the goodness I've always known is in there
but for now, it's not doing me any good to believe in you
so I'll just use the mean things you've shown
and amplify that to help me move on
I feel sorry for you
and I hope your soul won't rest from thinking
about all the things that could've been
all the words you should have said
and the right apology that should have been extended
and because you'll always have unfinished business with me
you'll never ever get over me...
Period.
ass.
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