Sunday, January 15, 2012

Day 380: When you See My Face, Hope it Gives You Hell

Mood: Heartbroken and Angry
Title Taken From the Song: Gives You Hell by The All-American Rejects

I want to run away
I feel this anger
like water that I've kept hidden behind a dam
but the Dam is about to crack

anytime soon

I want to spare you from my explosive anger
I guess I still care about you
and I am still trying to save you
or to spare you
but sometimes, I feel like giving you what you deserve

I can't go on like this. 
I have to go even if it is a premature departure. 
Even if it is so impractical of me
and so unlikely of me

I just have to spare my heart of this agony
you're putting me through again

What the hell do you want, anyway?
How dare you shake my stable world
This kind of stability I have only reached 
after a long time of conditioning myself

Just because your mind is so twisted
and so messed up
you shouldn't include me in your twists and confused life
go work on your stupid self

You are so weak-willed. 
You are so easily influenced
It's like you don't have your own mind to use
and you let other people think for you. 

I am so pissed. 
I feel like I can't let this go without extracting revenge. 
I feel like I need to give you what you deserve
you stupid guy. 
i hate you soooooooooooooooooooo much. 

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