Mood: Hopeless Song Title Taken From: Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri
I can't believe that I got duped again
Why did I ever believe in you?
I was doing great...
Learning to move on
Swearing to myself I'll never look back
That no matter what happens I will just ignore you
If you ever come up to me
I will just shun you away
But then you always had this charm
This power over me
and I am back to the same thing
The same agony
And now,
I am like a puppet to your string
I hate this feeling
Of being so dependent on you
If I should Stay or Go
I want to get rid of you
COMPLETELY...
that i can walk away from everything
without looking back
even if you are at your sweetest
your honest
and your loveliest self
I want to just feel nothing
and forget you like you never existed
at all
So take all of the sad things in me
Take all of the pain I've experienced
Take all the tears I cried
so that I won't get to be sad again
or to feel pain over you again
or to cry again.
Take your bullshit and leave me alone
Do not ignore me for months
and then come back missing me as a friend
and luring me back to the same thing
and then blowing me off when it is most convenient for you
say what you mean
and mean what you say
Don't act like I forced you to do this
To come back to me
When I have done all I could to stay away from you
and you knew the power you have over me
Just follow through on what you promised to yourself.
That is: to leave me alone
To forget me
To pretend I don't exist anymore.
And I will forget you just as easily.
